I really hope its about me.

But i know nth is ever about me.

I'm dreaming is it is.

But who has no dreams??

What i need is to face,is reality.

I should stop saying bad things about me.

I should stop affecting readers with my posts (if i did)

Just what have i done?

I didn't even know what i've done...

I didn't even know if i had affected anyone(even in the slightest way) with my posts.

I need someone to tell me straight in the chatbox or email or msn etc etc...but i also know i should stop bothering people anymore.

Yup, maybe its time i stop blogging for a while. Stop posting rubbish or trash or whatever.

I'm not refering to anything, but only my post on 19 May 2009.

I felt like i've taken advantage of blogging to write whatever is in my mind, without any thoughts for my readers.


I'm selfish, I'm thoughtless, I'm sorry.

I can't recall how many "sorry"s i've typed using my keyboard, but as the saying goes :" sorry no cure"

But all i can say is Sorry. and i know i should stop saying that because its meaningless. Is it?

alrite i shall stop writing grandmother stories.

Changes? Nth will ever change even if i change.

We'll see.

*This will be my last post until further notice.

Signing off,

Lim Jian Long

12:18am