Well.
i admit:
i'm really not good-looking at all, some sort of a loner, quiet most of the time, and some even think i'm..emo?
and i've no communication skills watsoever, plus i'm not good at any relationshipional things...
but if being total opposites is the real and only reason, i can change, and i'm changing, only that it would take time.
and i think i knw changing is not a solution and maybe not even the issue here...
Sometimes, I really feel like a multi-personality hypocrite, bt only in the way i present myself and express my feelings..but not my real feelings.
I just wan to know if its possible in the future..
if you think it will not be possible at all
its perfectly all right for us to be friends again, maybe good friends?
I'm really sorry for causing all thse mess/guilt/Awkwardness
, but i wan to know of the posibility only.nothing else.
I dun mind anything, i can accept, but i do not knw if others can accept me. that's why i know i need to change.but i do not knw when i could fully discard my present character/personalities.
so..off to depression! and three days of crying....
Just kidding.

Its ok.
If you change your mind, just call me.
Available 12/7.
Friends for life.

Signing off,
J.