I think i know, but i dun want to know.
I think i understand, but i dun want to understand.
And i dun even want to think about it.
I know its hopeless, and there's no results, but it look like i'm being childish this time round.
From the start, i knew it would end.
I'm just not ready for anything, nor suitable at all.
But at least let me know it straight.

There's no point holding on, but why am i so tenacous?
words just flow into my mind as i write;
It may be a totally lame misunderstanding, but i dun mind.

I'l forget everything about why/who/what/when//where/how i wrote this post the moment i press the "PUBLISH POST" button, but it'll stil stay in my heart, and no, i'm not avoidin responsibility.
and yes, maybe i'm writing this post cos i gt nth better to write or i'm just bored.
Dun worry; its has nth to do with anything/one in SP, but it also does not imply that someone/thing else must/surely had a part in it.
Imagination runs deep, but dun let it run wild.

Not giving up yet.
Crapping off,
J.