Monday, October 19, 2009

The day of Reckoning

Today, through Google, i visited a classmate's blog.

Today, i found out i am really a weakling.

Today, i found out i am really ungrateful.

Today, i found out i had did so much wrong.

Today, i found out i really am anti-social, at least in the minds of other people.

Today, i went across a good quote in one of my classmate's blogs.

Today, i found out a class can be complete without me.

Today, i found out i had not stepped into my previous schools since i stepped out of them upon graduation.

Today, i found out i am worse than many others.

Today, i found out i cannot be a normal person at all.

Today, i found out i have no purpose in life.

Today, i found out i am slowly being forgotten by my friends / ex-classmates.

Today, i found out i had many secrets which i am not able to confess in this blog.

Today, i found out i am not a good friend at all.

Today is the day of reckoning for me.

After Today, i know i still am not able to change for the better.

Today, i hope i can be remembered thirty years from now --

--Not as an loner, but as a real friend.
--Not being anti-social, but being able to interact freely with others.

Today, and right now, i sign off with deepest regrets and apologies.

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