Hello I'm back :)
Phew
Just submitted my GBE report at 5 pm today!!!!!
finally~!
my group and i stayed to 3am last night to do it lor.....
actually, two of them "disappeared" at around 2.40pm, and i so silly wait for them to reply...lol
2.45 pm pack up and flopped down on bed, then less than 4 hours later force myself to wake up...
lesson starts at 8am, but who cares?? especially when our report is , relatively, more important..anyway everyweek for GBE lecture, the MLT is almost empty one...
anyway, thought finally fnish le after the 11-to-3am chiong of references, butbutbut!!!
was told on round 1pm that....have to copy and paste websites of references for dunno what shit...and its not as easy as it sounds.
took 3-plus hours la...so stressed that i almost shouted at my friend who called.(he's like so innocent)
5 pm nid hand in lor!!
wth
the last few minutes to deadtime, the atmosphere is quite fiery...so stressed when doing the last remaining referenes, which is mine....almost harm our group...but lucky we managed to hand in the report on time...when the teacher said (what i heard)..actually we can hand in at 5.30pm.
the printing shop is fully packed to the brim...and though i did not really went down there as i've to help with the references, i can see two of our groupmates rushing to and fo just to print the report...
quite scary, like our lives depend on it..lol
anyway, finally finish le!! yay...still got MC and SM.
so,
Goodnight.
Signed off,
JL.
Friday, July 31, 2009
Saturday, July 18, 2009
Its been a while.
A lo of things happened recently.
How do i feel?
I felt like a stranger, even to my friends for two years.
Realised that life is forever changing, and fate just passes you by without warning.
Most of the time, i dun even have a part in it.I feel so idiotic, so stupid..(its not about any of the things in my previous posts)
My self-confidence's long gone by the time i reached secondary one.
For me, its either i have very good friends, or i have none at all.
I found my first good friends in primary school, but now we have lost touch since secaondary one, maybe even forever.
My next batch of good friends are found in secondary school.
Only two this time round.But it beats nothing, and the good thing is that we are still in touch.:)One of them even went to the same poly with me, or is it the other way round? haz.
Then in poly, i found another four good friends in year one. When we were in the same class then, we got along well with each other.
Until we went to year two, when things started to change, maybe a bit at first.
cos two of them went to HR, one went to Retail, and the other, i forgot where she went to. I lost touch with her since year two.
Year three. i remain regular contact with only my friend for almost six years, who is the one from seconday school.
Old frens are the best huh? Wrong.
Where have all the happines from primary school gone to?
people change, and its true. or maybe i'm too sensitive.
anyway, completed my BD presentation last Thursday. I'm in the Q and A team.and i answered one question, which is good :)
Actually, we were supposed to have a class outing at Vivocity, at the restaurant Marche or watever i dnno how to spell..
but i can't go cos:
- Its scheduled at 7.30pm, and i can't return late( if it starts at 8 and finishes at 10, i'll only reach home at 11.30pm or later..)and only on 6.30pm that i found out at home thru email that it changed to 6.30pm. ok i did not read my email often enough.
- Vivocity is too far away from Tampines (though one of my classmate live in pasir Ris and still going for it, we are two different people; maybe he can stay out as late 12am and take a cab home,but not for me)
- My relationshp with my clasmates as a whole could only be descrbed as "neutral" ; i found that i can't associate with them , or maybe i can't find similar topics to talk to them.thus to avoid any monents where i might be regarded as an extra, i decided not to go. I know i'm avoiding my problems, but ..i really duno, and dun care?( i'm stepping on dangerous waters here..this is not a good thing to say)ok so i can't find the right words to explain myself..
enough excuses.let's continue..
Just completed what i could do for the sectoral analysis for Hungary.
Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire is on Channel five tomorrow!! gonna watch it :)
my laptop kept popping out a message saying " a network cable is unplugged" so irritating....lolol
actually i dunno what to write le.
thus ends my post!
Signed off,
JL
[if you've been reading my posts, pls leave a tag...!!thanks:):)]
A lo of things happened recently.
How do i feel?
I felt like a stranger, even to my friends for two years.
Realised that life is forever changing, and fate just passes you by without warning.
Most of the time, i dun even have a part in it.I feel so idiotic, so stupid..(its not about any of the things in my previous posts)
My self-confidence's long gone by the time i reached secondary one.
For me, its either i have very good friends, or i have none at all.
I found my first good friends in primary school, but now we have lost touch since secaondary one, maybe even forever.
My next batch of good friends are found in secondary school.
Only two this time round.But it beats nothing, and the good thing is that we are still in touch.:)One of them even went to the same poly with me, or is it the other way round? haz.
Then in poly, i found another four good friends in year one. When we were in the same class then, we got along well with each other.
Until we went to year two, when things started to change, maybe a bit at first.
cos two of them went to HR, one went to Retail, and the other, i forgot where she went to. I lost touch with her since year two.
Year three. i remain regular contact with only my friend for almost six years, who is the one from seconday school.
Old frens are the best huh? Wrong.
Where have all the happines from primary school gone to?
people change, and its true. or maybe i'm too sensitive.
anyway, completed my BD presentation last Thursday. I'm in the Q and A team.and i answered one question, which is good :)
Actually, we were supposed to have a class outing at Vivocity, at the restaurant Marche or watever i dnno how to spell..
but i can't go cos:
- Its scheduled at 7.30pm, and i can't return late( if it starts at 8 and finishes at 10, i'll only reach home at 11.30pm or later..)and only on 6.30pm that i found out at home thru email that it changed to 6.30pm. ok i did not read my email often enough.
- Vivocity is too far away from Tampines (though one of my classmate live in pasir Ris and still going for it, we are two different people; maybe he can stay out as late 12am and take a cab home,but not for me)
- My relationshp with my clasmates as a whole could only be descrbed as "neutral" ; i found that i can't associate with them , or maybe i can't find similar topics to talk to them.thus to avoid any monents where i might be regarded as an extra, i decided not to go. I know i'm avoiding my problems, but ..i really duno, and dun care?( i'm stepping on dangerous waters here..this is not a good thing to say)ok so i can't find the right words to explain myself..
enough excuses.let's continue..
Just completed what i could do for the sectoral analysis for Hungary.
Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire is on Channel five tomorrow!! gonna watch it :)
my laptop kept popping out a message saying " a network cable is unplugged" so irritating....lolol
actually i dunno what to write le.
thus ends my post!
Signed off,
JL
[if you've been reading my posts, pls leave a tag...!!thanks:):)]
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
Hi
its me again
time: 1.22am
ok dun complain since i chose this myself....
anyway today stayed back after school at around 4pm to do proj until around 7.15pm then walked to Dover MRT then take train home.
reached home at around 8.30pm....
then bathe, eat,..then on laptop, then slog until now [and leaving Restaurant City on all the way...=) ]
was doing my Services Marketing proj, the one that i said is due on Thurs...
now finished!!yay!
was staying in school to help out for another proj..the one i said presentation this thurs and report next tues...report almost done!! presentation only left editing!!!
yay!!
ok..
so...
left the proj meeting tml..and my part for this proj .
currently saving money to watch Transformers,and to buy present for my sis.
ok.
slping time~
Signed off,
The person who likes to push himself , sometimes too much, but not over the cliff ,yet.
its me again
time: 1.22am
ok dun complain since i chose this myself....
anyway today stayed back after school at around 4pm to do proj until around 7.15pm then walked to Dover MRT then take train home.
reached home at around 8.30pm....
then bathe, eat,..then on laptop, then slog until now [and leaving Restaurant City on all the way...=) ]
was doing my Services Marketing proj, the one that i said is due on Thurs...
now finished!!yay!
was staying in school to help out for another proj..the one i said presentation this thurs and report next tues...report almost done!! presentation only left editing!!!
yay!!
ok..
so...
left the proj meeting tml..and my part for this proj .
currently saving money to watch Transformers,and to buy present for my sis.
ok.
slping time~
Signed off,
The person who likes to push himself , sometimes too much, but not over the cliff ,yet.
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
I HAD ENOUGH.
i DUN KNOW AND I DUN CARE HOW MANY MILLIONS OF TIMES I HAD SAID THIS BEFORE,
BUT I'M GONNA SAY IT AGAIN. i HAD ENOUGH.
ACTUALLY TONIGHT I CAN SLEEP AT 10 PM.
BUT DUE TO SOME **** ******* CIRCUMSTANCES, ITS 1 AM NOW. 1 **** AM.
YUP I PRESSED CAPSLOCK ACCIDENTALLy, BUT I WILL NOT RETYPE WHAT I HAD TYPED.
ok.no capslock.
had to finish my part for a project due Thurs.NOT done yet.
got another proj not due, but meeting on wed.
another proj, PRESENTATION ON THURS, NOT A **** DONE YET.
yup, it may just be three things only, and you may have experiened much more worse than i'm currently in, but in my point of view, no one can save me.
the most you can do is look at this post and laugh if you want, or leave some encouragement, or do nothing at all.
pls give me some EMPATHY, Not SYMPATHY.
If there's anything i wrote that affected you in any other way, accept my apologies, though i feel that what i wrote in this post will affect only me,if not worse.
In case anyone don't know, its Tues NOW.
I'm really disappointed at how things turned out.
at how SLOW i am.
at how FAST time goes.
AT HOW TIRED and **** ** i am.
I'm really disappointed in myself.
If i m able to survive thorugh this, i thank you for reading this post.
Have a nice day,
while for me, BAD.BAD.BAD.
Signed,
Yours Truly.
i DUN KNOW AND I DUN CARE HOW MANY MILLIONS OF TIMES I HAD SAID THIS BEFORE,
BUT I'M GONNA SAY IT AGAIN. i HAD ENOUGH.
ACTUALLY TONIGHT I CAN SLEEP AT 10 PM.
BUT DUE TO SOME **** ******* CIRCUMSTANCES, ITS 1 AM NOW. 1 **** AM.
YUP I PRESSED CAPSLOCK ACCIDENTALLy, BUT I WILL NOT RETYPE WHAT I HAD TYPED.
ok.no capslock.
had to finish my part for a project due Thurs.NOT done yet.
got another proj not due, but meeting on wed.
another proj, PRESENTATION ON THURS, NOT A **** DONE YET.
yup, it may just be three things only, and you may have experiened much more worse than i'm currently in, but in my point of view, no one can save me.
the most you can do is look at this post and laugh if you want, or leave some encouragement, or do nothing at all.
pls give me some EMPATHY, Not SYMPATHY.
If there's anything i wrote that affected you in any other way, accept my apologies, though i feel that what i wrote in this post will affect only me,if not worse.
In case anyone don't know, its Tues NOW.
I'm really disappointed at how things turned out.
at how SLOW i am.
at how FAST time goes.
AT HOW TIRED and **** ** i am.
I'm really disappointed in myself.
If i m able to survive thorugh this, i thank you for reading this post.
Have a nice day,
while for me, BAD.BAD.BAD.
Signed,
Yours Truly.
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