These few days....
i just dun feel like doing anything at all...
SSM,UCCD,PSYC, RWPS.........etc etc etc etc
stressed and tired...
today, during uccd presentation, i was doing a self-evaluation of myself as i presented my slides.
our group members took turns presenting our own slides.
for my first turn, it seems ok
then i totally crumbled during my second turn to present the slides...
and to make it worse, Q and A chipped in to crush me flat. I just stood there like a statue as others asked me questions. Of course i think i know how i would fare( i hope having 50% would not be over expecting).

Then there is the ssm thing.just finished six whole files of just one part of the report. think too much info le.
And not to forget the rwps report
For the past four days, have been staying up until 12am to do all these projects.
later still got SSM lecture, and stil nid to go orchard after tt to do ssm project cos my group member gt dental apointment (u can't ask him to go orchard, then back to Dover again rite?)but before that i still gt GEMS!!!
anyway, after all these crap, tomorrow sch starts only at around 2, but morning still need to do rwps report (wth)
Of course, there are other things as well, which i shall not disclose here...

it all boils down to this: I can't give up now; once i'm committed, i'll not back down until i've achieved wat i wan and nid to, even it means breaking me down to skin and bones, BUT it does not mean that i can survive till then.The mental side of me is never giving up, but the physical side is collapsing.(My endurance level is about nil, but four years of NPCC at HSC kept it from bearing being extinct in me)

AND!
Next week gt 2 tests, and 2 weeks tt, another test
Too tired to look up the dates.
or maybe my procastination attitude is acting up again (i'll keep it in check, i promise)

So tht's the end.
Til next time (if my remaining strength and will permits)
Jz out.