Welcome back to my next post.

Last Friday, i went to Suntec City Convention Hall level 6 and 4 to help out as a volunteer for the Singapore Garden Festival.

The hall was separated into two main parts; Landscape garden and Fantasy garden
I did not know why i went there, maybe just to acompany my friend..?
Anyway,i was "posted" to Landscape garden o1 , i tink, if i'm not wrong (symptoms of short memory span)
Basically, my job was like a stationary guide, which means explaining to those who visit the landscape garden (yes, inside the hall) about the concepts of the garden.
i onli took one shift, frm 9am to about 4pm.
Then i went to the volunteer longue to do my fma tutorial(...)
and at the same time, wait for my friend, who took both shifts until 6pm.
actually its not until 6pm, but he wanted to leave early for some impt reasons.
i may put some picts in if i remembers and after my friend send me the picts(*they are taken from his camera)

so...on to sum impt happenings...

Tues(last week)

i woke up in the morning and scared myself close to death.

i tok i nid to print out and hand up my rwps report on that very day.

i chionged thru it that morning and when i rushed to sch, into the tutoril room, the teacher tld me that we're actually supposed to hand in next week, which in this case is today,this week.

Mon(yesterday) gt ssm presentaton

and, ... about the SA report, its actually an anti-plagiarism report which helps to analyse our rwps report and produce some kind of plagiarism percentage.
another shock for me, i gt 64%.
64%!!!

then i realised i put in the questionnaire in the report i uploaded for analysing.
wat a not-so-clever mistake.
the questionnaire was a standard thing given to all those who do the pushcart case-study for the rwps report, and i go put it in my report, of course confirm-chop plagiarism onela...
becos it has alrady been designed by someone else.

now just received more info for my psyc ppt slides, nid go chiong again le.

see u next post then.

Jz out.

What a fantastic memory i have.
We were supposed to hand in our ssm report on 18 July 2008, and yesterday, i stilll thought the deadline is on 1 Aug 2008.
In the end, it was my other group members who had to compile the report, and i really felt very sry for that.

Today we gt 3 hours of break, and i actuallly wanted to do my QANL tutorial during the break, but...well..
i used up about two hours eating and playing com, and the last hour is spent checking thru the ssm report.
thus, after sch, stayed back to do qanl tutorial(dun wan to bring hme, cos at hme harder to do)
Interestingly, i took about two hours to finish seven questions( i tink not even seven cos i dunno hw to do one qn)
then i realized we gt ssm presentation next week, and fma ca next tues too (gg)
cool.
so...
i went hme.
we were lucky there are seats available on the mrt, or else we would have to stand all the looooong way to Simei(my friend n i).

It seems hard, but during these stressful times, even the minor things in life would keep you going and reaching for your goal, and dreams. I'll wait for that day to come, after making sure i am ready for it, and am in the neccessary conditions to be able to put my committment into it.

Thus ends my post.
Jz out.

These few days....
i just dun feel like doing anything at all...
SSM,UCCD,PSYC, RWPS.........etc etc etc etc
stressed and tired...
today, during uccd presentation, i was doing a self-evaluation of myself as i presented my slides.
our group members took turns presenting our own slides.
for my first turn, it seems ok
then i totally crumbled during my second turn to present the slides...
and to make it worse, Q and A chipped in to crush me flat. I just stood there like a statue as others asked me questions. Of course i think i know how i would fare( i hope having 50% would not be over expecting).

Then there is the ssm thing.just finished six whole files of just one part of the report. think too much info le.
And not to forget the rwps report
For the past four days, have been staying up until 12am to do all these projects.
later still got SSM lecture, and stil nid to go orchard after tt to do ssm project cos my group member gt dental apointment (u can't ask him to go orchard, then back to Dover again rite?)but before that i still gt GEMS!!!
anyway, after all these crap, tomorrow sch starts only at around 2, but morning still need to do rwps report (wth)
Of course, there are other things as well, which i shall not disclose here...

it all boils down to this: I can't give up now; once i'm committed, i'll not back down until i've achieved wat i wan and nid to, even it means breaking me down to skin and bones, BUT it does not mean that i can survive till then.The mental side of me is never giving up, but the physical side is collapsing.(My endurance level is about nil, but four years of NPCC at HSC kept it from bearing being extinct in me)

AND!
Next week gt 2 tests, and 2 weeks tt, another test
Too tired to look up the dates.
or maybe my procastination attitude is acting up again (i'll keep it in check, i promise)

So tht's the end.
Til next time (if my remaining strength and will permits)
Jz out.

A new post, a new day.

The msts are over, but in two week' time, the CA3s would be here.
Up to now, i'm certain that we ould be having CA3s for SSM and FMA.
The strange thing is that for all three of my previous msts, i gt about 70-sumthing for my marks, one of the worst in class(...)

Anyway, we have bout three projects goin on now( SSM, UCCD, and PSYC)
nt so bad, but just as worst.

Finally found a song which i had not heard of in a very long time since the last time i watched the anime in veoh.(Which is veri, veri long ago indeed)

Yestrday stayed at sch until 8-plus doin project.i was supposed to find sumthing about the taboos and blunders to avoid in the workplace and also the gift giving etiquette, when doing busines in Thailand, as par of UCCD project.

caused/persuaded my friend to stay back with me as well, though he's from a different class, AND a different course. cool. Thanks!

managed to do finish my project part in less than four hours( or in more than 2.5 hours)

then took mrt hme( Still in Dover then, on course back to Simei)

we were quite surprised to find empty seats in the mrt! Yes, Empty Seats. after 6pm but before 8.30pm.

reached hme at around 9.30pm, in time to watch the second-last episode of "When Rules Turn Lose" (though it was an "old" serial, as my sis put it.)

oh ya, not to mention my RWPS individual-cum-group project.
today we discussed a bit, then i had no choice but to deicde to begin a "major revamp-cum-redo" on what i had did so far.What the-

Changed my blog adress just yesterday. just felt like it, but of course not before thinking thru la.

i cant believe i'm actually blogging at sch. finished my classes about an hour and 18 mins ago, according to my laptop clock.

Maybe i won't wait for my friend, who had a Jap class frm 5.30pm to 7.3o pm.
cos i had to rush hme... to watch the last episode of "When Rules Turn Loose" and to do other things as well*not that i'm not a loyal friend, or selfish or wat, but its due to circumstances :)*

So, gotta go, til next post...

J out.