Good evening.

the last three days is quite rush
sat, sun, and monday, rush thru UCCD and started on SSM project
its like three whole mornings-til-evenings thing
its one of the times when i totally messed up a whole report, and a team mate had to "change a lot of things"...it crushed up my confidence and all (ok, some of) my hard work, so in the end i had to "squeeze" all my info into just four pages from the previous five.

today i almost forgot to do my tutorial-- i watched tv until 10pm, then realised gt tutorial.
theni chionged until finished it bout 30 mins later.

oh ya
about the SMART results, we'll have to wait till this friday to see them.
then i'll knw if i'm in.
But to say the truth,
i'll actually be relieved if i'm not in.
This's becos i've always know that i'm not so good at communication skills, and at most is good at onli one-to-one communications, and joining SMART in the first place is just to test out how well my communication skillls actually are(although i felt really fake during the interview), and also my friends psycho me into it(in a sense).

anyway
one more week til holidays
and three more projects to go
after holidays then Mid-sem-tests le

been slping late for the past four days, including today
really found out more of my weaknesses during these days too.

however..
Hakuna Matata~
All will be clear after a period of darkness.

Signing off,
Jay.