Its been a long time since i blogged.

busy with projects and classes..

Finally finished watching Gundam 00 Season one..25 episodes...but it got season two..

Having been thinking and reflecting, and found that that i've been a coward..especially in BD..

Should have opposed to the idea of 5-7-10(those who are my group members you will know wat i'm talking about.)

i'm sorry...

even if you had contributed much, but you had indeed put in your best efforts, and these should not be compromised.

If only i had the courage to stand up and voice my real opinion to the idea which to me now sems absurd..

but what i said now is useless..

anyway, now i am doing (or about to do, or thinking of doing) the corrections of my MMIT phase one report..


finished the editig of MMIT pahse one ppt slides at round 2am this morning..

submited new dieas to BD this yeaterday night

now left mmit report and RC design of promotions and media schedule andnpublic relations stuff..

i'm already over the 19-mark but why am i still not mature enough...

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Hello!

Today no school at all

but still go school

initially wanted to do tutorial and project
Instead facebook and do tutorial only , until 12-plus.

then need to wait for my friend. ask him to look after my seat at the second floor of our newly renovated and relocated Hilltop Library, while i go to the gents and eat(i eat after i go to the gents, must clarify..)

The atmosphere there is good, air con not too cold, and there's more seats and tables, not to mention plugs.

played one round of dota, but very LAGGGG

then try to do tutorial, at least managed to do some of it.

then Bollowed Cloverfield and watched it.

almost vomitted due to motion sickness, as the whole damn film was literally filmed using a video camera............which was forever shaking and the view is like..ugh..

plot was really,.. everyone died.
and the man holding the video camera filmed how the monster ate him. and the video was stil kicking when i saw his head on the ground (probably with the rest of his body)

...

and the miraculuous thing is that after all the main characters died, the only thing stil alive is the video camera..its like it got unlmited batteries..

anyway after watching it went home.

completed the part on latest trends for BTBM project.

can say complete everything le except some areas which i emailed to my groupmate cos got some questions to ask.

initially wanted to watch "Sky captain and the World of Tomorrow" but the disc can only be watched in region one and my laptop's dvd player is region three.

tried to use my crazy dcd player at home but instead it "ate up" the disc..scared me(not to hell)
its like i put the dic in, then it says "No disc" then when i pressed open, the disc is not in the "mouth" of the dvd player.

almost died in shock, but my mind took over.and i lived.
Opened up the damn cover of the dvd player( literally unscrewed everything) and took out the disc manually)

then think its too man fan to watch, so returned it.

may want to watch 听说, heard its nice i think..

so...
(speed typing rocks)
dunno why i like to type one finger at a time, but its cool huh?
and i trained myself to type with a finger at a time, but at a good speed.


signing off,
JL.

A happy near year to everyone :)

For the new year, here are some new year resolutions for myself:

- Get 3.5 gpa for my final exam
- Best of health for everyone i know
- Find a gf (simply someone i like who likes me)
- For Graduation Day to come more quickly
- Survive (alive) NS until ORD, then live on
- Pass Napfa (or fail but must have done my best)
- And others...

"in terms of any relationship, be it work, family, or love, you don't judge a person by his appearance or money, but by his character, personality and heart"

" Character can be nurtured or influenced, but personality stays on throughout your life"

" Of course, all these depends on your own perceptions of that particular person"

" Most of the time your perceptions would be willingly or unwillingly biased ,and not objective which perceptions rarely are, so this becomes a complex matter."

"However, there are solutions to problems,depending on how you handle them..."

today managed to swim the whole length of the swimming pool :) (Imagine a rectangle with length and breadth; i swam the length without stoppng)-- using breaststroke --
(my style, not the national standard la)

just now doing project...got two main projects currently..BTBM and RC..

but only found some info for BTBM only..

slping soon ...bye:)

Signing off,
JL