Arghhhh

This Blogger thing has really gone Defective and Defunct and Deranged...i cant even add any page elements!!!

what the...

anyway i did very little for today, only managed to highlight eight chapters of one textbook according to the lecture notes..

blogging now..

its alomost 12 am.

but dun feel like sleeping...

a little scared..? stressed?actually i feel like sleeping but my exams are bugging me...

i feel like talking nonsense to anyone in msn now...

previously thought i cannot use my com, but now i can..lol

exam in a week's time.

i will pass all. or its over for me..


anyone out there pls tag me...!

Thanks.


Signing off,

JL.

I want to work hard for my exams!!

Pass all!!

Get a 3.0 for GPA!!

Pass NAFTA???

Essier said than done, but at least i said it out :P >_<

Hello

waiting for BD tutorial to start..

These few weeks, its like there is a misunderstanding between one of my friends and I...

pls tell me what i did wrong. I need to know what caused this misunderstanding between us. But if it is not a misunderstanding, and is indeed my fault, then let me say : "Sorry, forgive me"


I really hope not to lose another friend..

its a very sad feeling to be ignored..

especially by a good friend of mine..

i know i'm a failure in expressing frendship to my friends, and maybe i sometimes dun feel the need to really show them how much friendship we have between us..

even towards my best friend, i also did not express out how much he means to me.This sentence is very gross and disturbing, but pls do not misunderstand me.(i'm straight)

or maybe sometimes i just like to let my mind wonder to duno where such that i became oblivious to almost evrything around me...

back to other issues:

BD is like ****

I dun even know how to do the report!

yesterday, from around 1pm to 7pm, i sat in FC 5 and just..type whatever comes to my mind..

it does not mean that my course is marketing, then i know a lot about it....this is a very wrong perception..!

but i'm the only one in my group who is studying marketing, so what can i do?

although i must admit the feeling of being productive (managed to at least write something for each of my part) and achievement (stayed in school fom 1 to 7 pm) is satisfying, but so what if i did so much and the teacher just take a look and say this is all crap and rubbish?

i dun care.
i did what i could, and even if its all crap, i did my best.
dun care how others think about our report.


exams are coming...
first exam on 24/8/09.

this is my final year..

pls at least let me get a 3.0 for my GPA..

it seems like when we are chionging for our projects, TV is a luxury. Dota is a luxury. Even sleeping for more than 5 hours is a luxury.

But when we finally sort of stabilised our project and have some free time, we might feel that we had not done enough for our projects, or that what we did for our project might not be up to standards...
this is wat i feel.
Its just my own opinion..

Even if a million bad things happen to you or worse than that, having someone next to you who would share your pain, emphasize your situation and whom you could speak and interact freely and without reservations to, is like a small column of light in a dark and limitless tunnel.


Friendships that truly give you happiness, courage and a sense of companionshp, are rare and few in this world.
Cherish it.
Don't break it like what i did.

Have a nice day.

Signing off,
JL.